I don’t know what’s going through my head, I love you so much, so much. But we both treat eachother like such shit. I wish I could start over again, I wish we could have a fresh begining, where we know nothing about eachother and can get to know eachother again. I want to fall in love with you all over again, and let eachother be who we are. I want you to be who you are meant to be, and be happy, and not have any pent up anger inside you. I want you to have everything that you want, and everything that you deserve. I want that for myself too. But most of all I just want you to be happy. I love you so much, and I don’t know what to do. I don’t know who we are anymore, or where either of us stands, all I know is that there is so much hate in this love, so much fighting, so much anger. Bruises, and scratches, and then ending up in bed together again. Is it worth it?
